Matthew 16: 24 Then Jesus said to his followers, “If any of you want to be my follower, you must stop thinking about yourself and what you want. You must be willing to carry the cross that is given to you for following me.
Jesus was upset that Peter said that he shouldn't have to go through the death and resurrection he told them was coming. He knew the suffering and pain was a necessary part of the new covenant. He said that people standing there would see the kingdom of God.
It was the "stop thinking about yourself" that grabbed my attention. We have been doing a lot of talking with family at the memorial service, and some family members are accused of this. It's hard for all of us not to think of ourselves and our desires. I have been focused on meeting Mother's needs, and I am tired of it. It seems that anyone can become accustomed to that kind of attention. Then they don't appreciate your efforts and expect that kind of treatment without considering how the other person feels.
Prayer: I pray for a balance to return to my relationship with my mother. I don't want to feel so resentful, and I don't want her to think it's all right to take advantage of me or anyone else. Please guide us back to a relationship based on loving kindness.
Amen
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